is it ok to break as many heart as you can as long you can get what you want? hmmm been trying to do that but i guessed i am not a hard core bastard who can just break others heart n trust just to get what i want. if anyone out there who can do this, well just wish you a very good luck cuz the happiness you get will never last long. and karma. if you can do that to others, why cant other do the same thing to you. ALL COMES AROUND GOES AROUND. well some people dont believe in this kind of things. but better believe than regret ya!!!

one problem come after another. sigh!!! more bad news are coming for me. brave myself for the heavy-storm that coming. all goes well ends bad...

first wanna congrat one my bud chang wei. happy belated birthday man finally 21-year-old. haha... and please use ur present carefully dun wish any unwanted thing to happen. lol...nice outting for last night also lol... n went home at 5.20 am then rush to crawford house to help his mum with her abacus test thingy. finally drop dead on the way home. been sleeping like less than 1 hours... super duper tired... well time to get my project finished and get on with hibernation period... need my super long sleep after all of this project... lastly took my weight last friday n found out i have lost 5 kilos haa... keep it up man... hoho... one more thing. playing basketball without enough sleep is very unrecomended unless u wanna drop dead on ur way home.

how to say someone is mature? how to differentiate which one is mature and childish? what makes a boy to be man? and a girl to be a woman? how to grow up? how to be a grown adult? how to behave like a full grown up man? what type of man am i?? so many question without answer... walking in circle... lost in my own circle...sigh!!!

a shocking event happened. tried out my old pants. and surprisingly it can fit back again. after so long years. but didn't feel losing weight, instead like gaining. lol... miracles...