Wednesday, October 31, 2007

unwanted day. nth good ever happened in this day for all this years

Monday, October 29, 2007

when i die, i will surely go to hell, for what i am about to do.

4 more days to TP

Friday, October 26, 2007

almost injured my angkle today while playing basketball. luckily nv really injured or anything. and been counting my expenses for next few years after graduate. the amount is huge when i reached the FINAL figures. where to get so much money. sigh. must start to save from now. although have save some till now but still too far from my target. must learn how to PLANT some money.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

working is tiring. cracking my brain for entire weeks now just to come up with a good design and user friendly. dam tired and exhausted. haiz.. when can go for long holiday?? last 4 weeks must work harder...

and anyone know anything about access database? i need help.. and looking for a good deal on psp slim, anyone got lobang??

Monday, October 22, 2007

had a very strange dream last night. in my dream someone do a fortune reading on me and say that i will not live more than 30-year-old. strange... touch wood!!!

Thursday, October 18, 2007

2 more week to TP.

regrets all rash decisions. now only can regrets all of it. sigh! all bring toward own problems. my problems keep on adding like there is no end to it.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

having night blindness is really irritating. you cant see anything clearly at night. and i just noe that i have it too. haiz...
if loving you and keep on waiting for you is so wrong. then i don't know what is right anymore.
I’m always by your side
I can hear your heartbeat
Today and tomorrow too, no matter what time
There is only one answer
If you cannot see the future
I will still think about you without hesitation
I LOVE YOU
I only see you in my eyes. I want to tell you my feelings
You don't need to say anything, just your smile is enough
And one day, in our own world,
It will shine

Thursday, October 11, 2007

human born with nothing. but God give them heart. a heart to feel and grow strong. a strong heart will overcome anything that came. what you see with your eyes can be deciving. but what your heart can see is the truth. a broken heart can be mend. a broken heart can be healed. but the Queen's throne in this heart can never be replaced by another. keep on persevere till the end. with perseverance we can gain all our heart desire in life, love and work. I will keep on PERSEVERE till the end...

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

bad headache for 2 days. so dam giddy. anyway there suppose to b a job exhibition. mayb should go there n check out some stuff for reference. anyway it time to find a job soon too. so time to make a right decision finally coming soon too. graduation...looking forward to it, the next stage of my life.

in such a short period of time u have grown to b more mature. i am happy for u. stay well!!!

Sunday, October 7, 2007

lost my way. soon finishing sch and must find work. but right now dont know where or what path to choose. i have many things to settle for but so little time. damn it!!! i hate it when i feel so weak. lose control of my life. and hate to say this but dam smoke is bad for health but still i goes on with it and it getting worse dam!! to all frends dun try it, it bad for ur health and pocket!!
high on liqour and cigarettes

anyone noe about ACCA?

Thursday, October 4, 2007

stress stress and more stress... good thing more stress lose more weight...

working under-pressure

Monday, October 1, 2007

feel so restless n tired. for whole day i am thinking what have i done so far? then somehow i feel so lost. lost the way, lost my destination in life. a man need to find their own path in life. looking for answer. and eventually i dont know what it is that i wan in my life. i feel so old, feel so incomplete. this feeling of incomplete making me feel so tired.