this time i really in deep shit. spend too much for this year. desperately need to find solution. why i suddenly become so rash in deciding all of it. first thing first, i need to cut down smoking. spend too much on it. wth!!!!! hope my first business trial will take off soon. this is the only thing i can depend on and to focus all my heart and soul. i swear i will make it happen and successfull. no matter what happens i will CONQUER this world with my perseverance.