there is a IT fair at suntec. went there to see if there any cheap laptop. well didn't find any cheap 1 but saw plenty of beauties around especially those models lol. but despite it all still cant find any interest in them. feel so normal. looks like i have lost interest in woman. but i am still straight and will always straight till the day i die=]

passed by to the place that i hate most. her work place. thought i have forgotten it all but suddenly all the memories came back. all memories about us, it feel just like yesterday. my friends told me after a while it will be disapeared but doesn't feel like it going to happen anytime soon. fate is cruel. read this line from somewhere "love is not about finding someone you can live with. but to find someone you can live without." nice and deep meaning but also pain. i hate what it's called love.