nothing ever goes well right now. before was my throat which till now still feel pain. and now my both knee. overstress my both knee everytime play basketball or when training at gym. and the pain never gone till now. dam it. even want to stand up also difficult. mayb must let go basketballing. my only hope in life also going furthur. my only hobby. God please forgive me for destroying this body You gave me. i won quit basketball even if i will go cripple!!!