last 3 days of holiday. finally found a job. well all the best for me. hope can sell as many com as i can. however, don't really like the place. have some memories there. but it's alrights. focus on the money. and my cough still there. haiz. think i have lung cancer. can finish the whole pack of cigarettes in a day now. haiz. addiction....

wish to go back for holiday. but don't wish to see my parents. is our 20 years of relation so fragile. my world is collapsing around me. in the end none i can depend on except myself.