feeling so tired. keep trying to smile while i actually not feel like smiling. feel my life so fake. talk to my friend. he say "if you loved someone and you can find another person so easily to replace him. is it called love?". all promises are broken. all dreams are shattered. love is crap. a rubbish talk who only those that believe will say. learn it the hard way. love is nothing much than a dream. dream will always remain as a dream. love is the most lethal poisonous subtance in the world. first it will drunk you and make you feel high. next it will kill you instantly. no more for me. for my heart had died...