graduation. finally officially finished poly life. 3-year man! can u believed it. it felt just like yesterday when all of us still enjoying first day at poly. n now it already over. sigh... start to miss poly life, the ppl, the frends especially the cheap food. well almost everything. n soon some of my mates are going to camp soon. wish u guys all the best ya!

HAPPY GRADUATION DAY!!

cleared first week of training. the result is i dun understand at all what the programming language and how to used it. blur blur n more blur~~~

but not too worries as things not so bad. at very least i am awake for entire training's days.

Dear God,
may all will be alrights from now on. and please bless my father and his new family. may all the hatred in my heart be disappear soon. only time will tell all. and thank you for letting me remembering him the way he used to be.

finally found a job. must thanks my aunt for her help in looking for a position for me. and the best part is it one of the biggest company i ever know. hopefully it will not be a job full with stress. and dont quite like with office politics too. when i think back, it feel so long ago and now, how far have i gone from 8 years ago. still remember i was coax to come here and study. very unwillingly but eventually i am here. many obstacles along the way but all already passed. now come new challenges.
still remembered my last moments before i came here. the times with all my friends together. all the silliest things we do together and all the laughter. i was told that i have grown up. not the same like before. the time for me to live my own life has finally come. the moment i was waiting like forever has come. and soon all will be paid off.
still waiting for the company to contact me for signing of contract. so still have some time to prepare myself for it. another chapter of my life soon going to take off.
but one thing for sure will miss all the care-free life. will miss all the frends and all the happy and sad moments together.

to all my friends: "ALL THE BEST IN LIFE" cheerrs!!!

If the hero never comes to you
If You need someone You're feeling blue
If You wait for loving when You're alone
If You call Your friends nobody's home
You can runaway but You can't hide
Through storm and through the lonely night
Then I show You there's a destiny
The best thing in life
They are free

(Chorus)
But if You wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If You need someone who cares for You
If You're feeling sad Your heart get's colder
Yes I show You what will love can do


If the sky is grey or latch Me know
There's a place in heaven where We'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh, just call Me and I make Your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hot for you
I will always stay here by Your side
I promise You, I'll never hide

(chorus 2 times)

irritating for few days. how to find one simple job also so dam difficult. sigh... one job that i was looking forward to has rejected my application. sigh... how to life man. with no experience is so difficult to find one decent job. so eventually study for 3 years is equal to NOTHING if have no experience. so 3 years study is equal to waste of time ar??? HAIZ... Please job come soon. Already cant stand it rooting at home. another day pass with do nth really make even more tiring than doing work.

meet many great people many great friends. can say life isn't so bad after all. but sometimes just feel tired. reasons, don't know. in search for the meaning.

moments of waiting seems like forever. i already knew what must i do in future. however the time has not come yet. patience is all what i need for now.

is everything in life is predestined. is everything regard our life had been writen long ago? is there a way to change our destiny? or is it we create and write our own destiny? is there a way to know what is writen on our destiny? fortune fame and life, the 3 basic in life everyone wish to know.

sometimes life is not fair. even though you have work hard for your entire life you can never taste what is success means.

grab every chances given to you and use them wisely. a smart man know how to use everything given to him to the maximum.

the higher you climb the harder you fall. but if you never go high up reached the star how you will you ever know what is a star looks like.

back to school but also feelin very bored too. miss working life. but anyway since my last sem must work hard and play hard. and most importantly must play basketball till my heart content. my last chance to play, scare in future won't have time to play anymore.

so many problems need to faced. when is it going to over? maybe there will be no end to all our problems in life. all i can do is brave it all and pray to GOD. asked for strength to carry on. strengh to faced it all. and a path to choose.

a new life
a new beginning
a new day
a new chapter

a new dream

start something new...

when you grow older ur responsibility getting more and more. look like i am going to stay in this place for good.

pass my tp at first trial. good job for me. thought going to fail since do so many mistakes. but luck on my side. and i PASS haa. one of the best present for this year=) one expenses gone. can save more money from now on.

unwanted day. nth good ever happened in this day for all this years

when i die, i will surely go to hell, for what i am about to do.

4 more days to TP

almost injured my angkle today while playing basketball. luckily nv really injured or anything. and been counting my expenses for next few years after graduate. the amount is huge when i reached the FINAL figures. where to get so much money. sigh. must start to save from now. although have save some till now but still too far from my target. must learn how to PLANT some money.

working is tiring. cracking my brain for entire weeks now just to come up with a good design and user friendly. dam tired and exhausted. haiz.. when can go for long holiday?? last 4 weeks must work harder...

and anyone know anything about access database? i need help.. and looking for a good deal on psp slim, anyone got lobang??

had a very strange dream last night. in my dream someone do a fortune reading on me and say that i will not live more than 30-year-old. strange... touch wood!!!

2 more week to TP.

regrets all rash decisions. now only can regrets all of it. sigh! all bring toward own problems. my problems keep on adding like there is no end to it.

having night blindness is really irritating. you cant see anything clearly at night. and i just noe that i have it too. haiz...